All this time, I felt like the unfaithful one. And you let me. When it was, in fact, you who was unfaithful. You let me think I was messed up in the head. If I wasn't then, I am now. I want to love you. I want to trust you. Please, make it easier for me to do so. You hurt me. I know I have hurt you before. But I have always been honest and faithful. I wish you could return the favor. You were once my everything. My best friend. We have had so many amazing times together. Now I feel like I hardly know you. What you like, what your goals are. Now we just share a bed and silently wish things were different. Please... if you find my husband... tell him I need him. I need my best friend. I could really use him right now....