My mind likes to think. I like theories and hypothetical situations and experimenting and questioning. I am very very curious. I was just born this way. And it sucks. I can't do anything without asking myself 500 questions related to whatever it is I am doing. I wonder, I wonder if, I wonder how, I wonder where it came from, how it was made, who touched it, what their life is like, I wonder if you mix this and that and that would this happen. I wonder if you do this and that and this if this works that way and on and on and on and on and on. I can't function. I can't carry on a conversation without disappearing into my own head. Without rambling on to myself. I'm interested in everything. I make connections quickly. I comprehend situations easily, and I become bored soon thereafter. I just want to be normal. I want this to stop. I wish I could just focus on one damn thing and not sense everything at once. I'm so overwhelmed, and over stimulated. Shut the fuck up mind. It's getting tiring.
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