My wife doesn't know that I watch you and my kids don't know. Nobody knows. I watch you from my window at night and I've been doing so for almost a year now. There's only one window between our two apartment buildings, and I discovered it the very first week we moved in. You are so lovely and I can't take my eyes/mind off of you. I see you watch TV with your boyfriend, I see you two eat dinner, walk around, hug and kiss. It's lovely. One time, I swear you saw me and my heart skipped a beat. I wanted you to see me, I wanted this charade to be over, for I think I'm in love with you. I know it's stupid to say, I know this. I masturbate to you sometimes and I admit that I'm ashamed of it. I can't help it though, for the love of God, I can't stop watching you. I'm becoming obsessed, I guess, but it just feels right. I don't know anything anymore... all I do know is that you are just so lovely. How can it be a crime to love a woman you've never met? Fuck, am I a sicko?
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