So earlier tonight I was reading an article on how to text women and I thought to myself WHAT THE FUCK have I been thinking all these years... I have finally realized that its all just one big primitive game, there's nothing magical about it at all. It should be about two people who like each other talking together but its just a fucking game to see which person can be more cutthroat. What about the hard working honest people out there like myself who would sacrifice hand and foot for another? Should we just get tossed aside and be doomed for a life of misery?

Does love even exist, or is it just one big cruel cosmic joke based on a primitive game? If so why do they even teach kids that the world is a great place where everyone is happy when really they're fucking lying to them and they're only delaying their inevitable crash and burn once they find out the real world?

Who the fuck would want to live in a place like that anyway... I for sure wouldn't. I'm the kind of person that is loyal and faithful and stays true to their values. The source of my strength are my values and beliefs that there is good out there and good people are rewarded in the end, but lately I am being constantly reminded that everything is just a game and good people really don't succeed in the end, in that case I would have no problem pointing a shotgun to my head and pulling the trigger. Zero fucks given that's just the kind of person I am I hold onto my values till the bitter end...