thank you for inviting me to live you. it could have been a wonderful few months but instead it's been one and half of non-stop bickering over chores, taking sides with other roommates and a clandestine plot to win their favor. i get that you were finishing your masters and just recently were dumped by, yet another, bf for "no apparent reason". so, in the most passive aggressive (because being direct is too much for you to handle) way that i can think of to tell you this, here it is... you have a personality disorder. nothing will ever be good enough and no one will ever understand you because you are classic borderline. good luck with that. it would help if you stopped projecting your feelings of superiority/inferiority onto others.