I live alone. Rather enjoy it. Late 40's. I have a tube TV. No cable. So I watch DVD's. I watch them once, then I watch them over and over, at which point, I just want noise and I'm not paying attention. I also watch all the bonus features and commentaries. I renew these DVD's from the library over and over. Sometimes it takes me 5 hours to watch an 1 hour 30 minutes movie because I keep rewinding it. I fall asleep to these DVD's. I take a shower with as minimal light as possible, the light from the hallway. All the hair falling from my head drives me crazy. I wash my hair, it falls out. I comb my hair, a few more falls on my shoulders, then I brush it into the sink. I dry my hair with the towel, shake the towel, and more hair falls out. I have one pot. I have one pan. I have 3 forks, 3 spoons, and 2 butter knives. My microwave plate is a broken shard about 3 inches in diameter rotating around its axis. The microwave works great. There are a ton of weeds in my yard. Not that kind of weed. I like the dark. I haven't had sex in 4-5 years. I masturbate all the time though. All the time. I work. I do the things I do for my creative outlet, still work. Then I drink all day. And it knocks me backwards a few days, until 2 days later, I start feeling productive again. Will I ever meet someone? Will I ever experience love again? I'm not lonely by any means. I don't want children. But I could own a farm of animals, and live on an island.