I said I hate that song, after playing it on the jukebox. I often hate my song choices because I stay within a comfort zone with this, although I have over 20,000 songs on my ipod. I just don't remember, and can't think in the moment. It was a good song. I know only good songs. I don't remember what it was, and I don't remember what you commented back to me. I was pretty lit up by that point. Fading in and out of blackness. At some point, your boy friends left, and we were at the bar together. You sat specifically next to me. I was pretty loaded again. I remember snap shots. If I was more sober, I would've talked more, and would've liked to get to know you, as they say. But I don't know how one gets to know another one. I have no game. Girls intimidate me, especially if I like them. Besides already being socially inept all on my own. So instead, we talked a little, I don't remember details. We sang songs, I was bopping and making dance moves on my bar stool. I felt a connection, I know it. It couldn't have just been the alcohol. I'm also pretty intuitive, so I fucking know you were flirting with me. And I know there was tension, and chemistry. I remember looking at your face at one point deeply and intensely, and remember liking looking at your face. We hugged as you left, and I remember feeling like, make it a sexy hug, and not a friendly pat on the back kind of hug. But I have a feeling I'll never see you again either. and I could be wrong too.