I finally have my self esteem back. It's all too grey to call rape, but you were sexually assault-ish. Sometimes it was when you were drunk, sometimes, it was when you were supposedly experiencing sexomnia, but sometimes it was when you were sober and it was morning. I've always liked to fuck. Hell, I now have a dude in my life that I enjoy having a booty call relationship with. But you crossed lines, all the time, and it took me a while to admit that to myself. I loved you, but know I ignored my instincts and should have stayed away from you instead of letting you into my life. You are not mindful enough to ever realize this. Friend request denied.