It's never too late to turn things around. Unless you have no desire to change or better yourself and just wallow in your depression. If that is the case I have little sympathy for you. We all make choices. No one "turns out" to be anything. You choose a path.
I know the feeling, brother: I have wrestled with some of those issues, too. Those dreams are still inside, only repressed and trivialized. Getting back in touch with them might be a key for your healing. Looks like you have an honest, clear picture of where you're at, which is outstanding. Next steps are to find the tools for change, support in using them, and space to do it in. Look around, but get serious. I personally found great support in men's groups via the ManKind Project, mkpnw.org.
Make the decision to be strong.
My sincere best wishes.
#4, could you diagram your sentence for me? At this point I'm thinking you cut out words from the newspaper, threw them up in the air and reassembled them in random order.
Oh wow!!! Get your ass out of the house dude!!!! Stop whatever bad habits u are into and start exercising and eating healthy foods( which means you'll actually need to cook)get some support and knock it off with the self pitty... U are in charge of your own well being.. And for shits sake,take a bath, groom yourself and get a job. This is totally something u can start on today and I suggest now is a good time.
#4: who the fuck cares if it's fake? This is just a creative writing exercise.
Anonie: I have, at times, been pretty much everything you describe yourself as being. And yet somehow I find myself these days with a life I'd describe as fucking awesome. How? Couldn't really tell ya'. More or less I stuck around, and eventually the right path presented itself to me.
@13- we should be so lucky. In the meantime maybe he can generate is own haikus instead of letting a computer do it for him. Regardless, let's just wait for him to respond with the recommendation that you and I meet up for homosexual sex, which seems to be his go-to insult. Super original, that Geo.
Make the decision to be strong.
My sincere best wishes.
Anonie: I have, at times, been pretty much everything you describe yourself as being. And yet somehow I find myself these days with a life I'd describe as fucking awesome. How? Couldn't really tell ya'. More or less I stuck around, and eventually the right path presented itself to me.
It's notion not motion. You idiot.