You need to know we all have the feelings you do. I think you might be a danger to others just by your anger. Luck is not on your side driving,that many accidents is a sign you should stay home. The people behind the carts in grocery store are deadly on occasions.
If you've been a hit and run victim six different times, there's a slight chance either you might be somewhat of a risky bike rider or someone out there really, really doesn't like you...
stop putting yourself at risk, take the bus. YOu may well be a "dickhead" for making people feel guilty when they run into you. Alternatively, you are lying.
I think you're missing the most important point; if you want to be an a$$hole and make your "point" while you're on a bike, you will lose EVERY TIME against a car or truck.
Your call, but I would take the bus.
Good times!
It's the same thing with cyclists.