This sucks. I hope you get your meds before your withdrawal off certain meds, can make you temporarily crazy. Even if your pretty OK, and not a druggie that wants to put a Dr's career at risk, here's some advice.
Lose this Dr. after you tell them the truth. If it is the truth, you can go to another Doctor. Someone who will make sure you get help. Your situation is sounding like you might want to go with Medical Marijuana. You would be feeling a lot better if you smoked some. If it is your mind or body, it does help I promise.
Seen and Dread are spot on. If you're already an OMMP patient medicate more figure out your best attack and make the calls "calmly". Hope you straighten things out. Keep the driving to a minimum.
If you are responsible you will look into any alternative medication for pain release. Don't take other people's advice if it does not feel right for you. Just hope you find some solution that is right for you I'Anon.
Lose this Dr. after you tell them the truth. If it is the truth, you can go to another Doctor. Someone who will make sure you get help. Your situation is sounding like you might want to go with Medical Marijuana. You would be feeling a lot better if you smoked some. If it is your mind or body, it does help I promise.
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