Something about this day, my goals, and the unique obstacles I have to cross has me feeling extra sad and empty today.
Like I'll always be scraping for a place to sleep in between work.
The rest of the world seems so distant. It looks bright and happy where they are.
But when they talk to me or interact with me, it's often very unpleasant.
Sat down in a booth before the show last night. When I got up, someone else took my seat. I was fine with sharing the booth but I could feel his friends were uneasy about me being there. I wasn't supposed to talk to them very much if at all. Those kids tried to jump me or something on my way out.
I hope it's better on your side.