I am sorry that you had such a hard time for such a long time. You deserve to have every opportunity and to have the tools to take advantage of them. I want to help you support you and be a asset to your life. It can be challenging when we both are going up and down with the times. We got this though Dove dot give up on us. Thank you for being so understanding. This dandelion grew regardless of all the pavement that surrounds, it for you, so make a wish. I just Did. XOXOxo