The world sucks. People suck. Life sucks.
I work a job I like for certain reasons. I leave everyday feeling completely worthless. Because none of the leaders value good work. They never show any appreciation or say thanks. It's hardly a team and barely supportive. I'm overworked and underpaid like most Americans. The minimum wage bill passed but what does this mean for our wages in Oregon? Is CPI used? My life is run by schedules and times all working towards getting off. It's a good thing I don't have sex! Then when I get home, it's more chores or errands then do it all over again the next day. I can't sit down and just be in the moment. I wake up every couple hours through the night to urinate due to organ problems. People die. People kill each other. People get cancer and other diseases. The presidential candidates suck, and I'm not voting. America is headed for doom the next 4 years. One of my moms texts or emails long stories and memories of her childhood, most of which I don't know any of the characters. I get she's sharing, but it stops being fun the minute, it's all about her. It's not a conversation. There isn't a reply to my email or text. Another mom and I do not get along. We can not communicate civilly without our disagreements and stubbornness leading to a shouting match. This one hurts a bit. We just older with ailments that will lead to our own death. I don't have good friends who don't use or take advantage.
Just let me die alone