I lost a fight today. I also started it. He was pushing everyone around and I told him off a bit. I knew there was a heavy chance I would lose. Also that I would have to keep living with him for a couple more months.
Believe it or not, this is me trying to live a clean, positive life. I was working really hard for a while. Keeping my head down and not trying to cause any trouble. Last couple years, I started telling people they were wrong more. I don't think I move up, if I don't figure out how to do that.
I know most of you don't like me and you probably never will. I'll always be less valuable. But I'm working on being a good person. Or at least stay put of the way or something.
He just apologized. The guy I just let beat me up. He won though. I always pull my punches. It's a very dangerous habit. What the fuck am I doing?