Today I saw a man who was shot to Death by Police. Conflicted... I will never know the outcome for this Family. What I see is over 40+ shotgun wounds plus his right hand blown away. I will never know if it was suicide by cop or murder by police. Hard to go home and act like its another average night. Thanks for letting me get it out. Can't speak out loud about it either I am a freak or no one wants to hear what I see everyday.