Valentines day is here and it reminds me to when we were in the back of your small hatchback listening to the rain tip tap of the rain off the roof and watching the factory lights. You hurt me, you blocked me out of your life, I still see glimpses of you around and it eats away at me. As if one day I will smell your cologne or hear your ridiculous laugh again. I need to learn how to close the door on that chapter because it won't be reopening anytime soon. You never know when it will be the last kiss or the last goodbye before its too late.