This past year I have felt myself slowly fading away from who I was. Slowly seeing people and things fade out of my life. As if my mind is telling me to step back. To take a moment because something is going to happen. Something that it would be best if I am separate to those in my life up to this point. I can't even see myself existing next year, I have no idea what is happening but I hope I can become the person I once was.