you are 83, you were a jerk to me a lot when i could have most used a dad to take pride in me and give me confidence instead of telling me i would never be what i thought you wanted me to be. You basically disowned me until i had kids and then you came sniffing around as if you deserved to join the party. I know lots of people probably say you are great, and will say you had success in life but i saw the other side of you, i saw a weak coward too self hating or gutless to put any stock in his own kid . Anyway i know you well enough to see how it is, more than anything you want to outlive me, I see it in all your health routines and your whistling past the graveyard. Well, may the best man win, i hope the 30 years you got on me is enough for me to piss on your grave.