Kaiser just sent me a video about "living with pain" rather than giving me a freaking Vicodin. Sure, they'll give me all the liver failure inducing meds I want that I have to take 3-4 just to function daily. If I want real drugs to get high, I'm for sure not going to my primary care physician. Today my sciatica started up again, in the middle of a migraine, but I'm sure positive thinking and hugs will heal me more than a freaking Vicodin. So I'll wash down various meds that I'm taking at once with a beer, because that's healthier, right? Just say no! To ever feeling human again.