I am dying inside. At 1st glance my life is good, the American dream going into 2020. Inside, fuck it all, the company I work for spends millions painting a happy face over their failures, my co workers don't even try to hide the lazy. My wife and I have totally different views and standards for intimacy. The government i suffer under is too blinded by profit to do any good for anyone.

Not sure if depression or I am just aware of the world around me.