The lonely feeling that never goes away. No matter what I do. I am all alone. Alone and scared. Like I want to puke but I can't. PTSD. They call it. Complex. CPTSD From the childhood assaults and tears that never stop. Its hard my friends. But you wont have to feel alone. If only we had more help. To keep us from being raped again. To keep us from leaning on predators when we feel alone. Starting the cycle of grief again and again. I know your pain poor women and I will take that away. With one bullet...
The one bullet I take out of your gun to throw out that possibility of suicide.
And I'll take away your gun too. Because suicide is not the answer. But we as survivors need more support. Help us Portland. Help the survivors of this dark and drugged bar society that has taken our virginity and innocence and our memory.