Under these stay at home measures, I am completely isolated, as I am sure many others are. However when I say isolated, I mean that I have zero family. Both my parents are dead. I grew up in fostercare. I dont have friends. I dont have social media because I realized years ago it worsened my depression. Each day that goes by the more I'd like to die. A suicide hotline is not a replacement for human interaction. Before this outbreak I was able to talk to people every day, even though they were strangers, it gave me some human normalcy.
If the virus doesnt get me, I'll probably get myself if these restrictions dont lift soon.