YESTERDAY:
Haunted by hidden understandings coded into real conversations.
A yearslong watching, eating from.
A vibrant splinter in an otherwise mundane life.
A conjuring with whom to commiserate when most betrayed by oneself.
Everything real a mere arc around, away from, and towards one's inevitable re-wounding upon this.
Something to run to and from. Don't wait, go now!
TODAY:
Everything's fine.
REPEAT
REMINDER:
Oh yeah, don't forget to be a good child / partner / parent / colleague. Above all, don't tell anyone what's going on because no one could love all this.