I lost my journal... It's after midnight. The moon is full (or at least it was). I'm drinking wine by myself. Tin Toys by Dontcry, Nokiaa are keeping my ears warm with tropical lo-fi goodness. The remnants of romantic love are seeping out of my heart. Luckily, I'm getting better. The anger that once was is slowly but surely transforming into Love. It's amazing. I actually FEEL it. For everyone. (Just in general, not tonight specifically with the wine.) I think I might be ready for a relationship soon. Not that it'll define me. But how great it will be to finally have a quiet peaceful dance with someone. It almost happened once. Well it did kinda.. around the beginning of covid. (Hope you're doing well you beautiful thing you). But alas, it wasn't meant to be. The sun set before it had begun. But a new sun is rising. Moon is rising. And I feel like dancing. Dance cause we are free. Nah, nah, nah... ( Bob Marley anyone? ) Anyways.. sorry for rambling... If you're reading this know that I love you. No amount of hate, darkness, bad deed/actions could ever change that. We're all just each other in drag, playing our parts in the drama, enjoying the show. Don't forget that. When I enjoy you, I enjoy myself. And then you enjoy me. What I'm trying to say I guess is.. well.. You Enjoy Myself :)