Are you done? Do you want to quit? If so, download Zoom and check out a meeting of Alcoholics Anonymous. You are not alone and there is a solution: https://www.pdxaa.org/index.php/meetings/eastside-sunrise-6/
I'd suggest picking one to quit first. Get used to that and then quit the other. (Quitting drinking first worked for me personally.) Also, focus on you and what you need for your health. Whether or not your boyfriend sticks around should come second. Anyways, that's my 'quick advice'. If it's not your jam then tell it to go fuck itself. Only you know what you need to do. Much love my friend.
Are you done? Do you want to quit? If so, download Zoom and check out a meeting of Alcoholics Anonymous. You are not alone and there is a solution: https://www.pdxaa.org/index.php/meetings/eastside-sunrise-6/
I'd suggest picking one to quit first. Get used to that and then quit the other. (Quitting drinking first worked for me personally.) Also, focus on you and what you need for your health. Whether or not your boyfriend sticks around should come second. Anyways, that's my 'quick advice'. If it's not your jam then tell it to go fuck itself. Only you know what you need to do. Much love my friend.
didn't Oreygone Decrim psychedelics?
they're having tremendous success
with trained .... guides I suppose.
not for Everyone but it Works
Good Luck!