Where the fuck do you get the nerve to suggest I am racist?
Do you know how many POC friends I have, do you know how many retweets from nonwhites I get on twitter?
FUCK YOU! I know I am not racist because I have never been and it shouldn't even be questioned.
I don't give a shit about what you have to say about data or patterns of behaviors. I don't give a shit what you have to say about bias or systemic racism. I am a good person that's how I know I am not racist. I've talked about racism in the past, I know the signs, I know the behaviors and no matter what you said I won't admit to being part of the problem.
I've been through enough already. I've been traumatized by the violence. I am not racist.
And I will not admit to my participation in the perputation of systemic racism.
I will not acknowledge my responsibility to overcome my own bias so we can help each other overcome our collective biases. That's not my job. I am a good person. I've had a rough year and I've done enough. I am not racist. I swear. It doesn't matter what you say, it doesn't matter what documentation you provide, I refuse to acknowledge any participation in systemic racism.
I am not racist. I would never work with racists. The people i work with won't work with racists. The people who pay wouldn't pay racists. I am not racist. I am a good person. Just ask me.