My therapist ended with the middle of a pandemic. She felt like I needed more than she could offer but my attachment style is like "she was all I needed." OK so maybe I see her point. But we are also in a pandemic, please don't leave me...oh wait maybe that's my attachment issues speaking again. But it still fucking sucks. It's embarrassing to admit how much I am greving the therapists get how much they mean to us!? Please don't for her about me... and my attachment shit.

Ironically after avoiding covid for a whole year while working in an ICU, I get covid from work the week after we end. There has to be some deeper symbolism there, right? If only I had a therapist who could break it down for me.

- a devastated client