I wish I didn’t feel this way. I don’t know when I started feeling this way but it’s all I can think about lately and I don’t know what to do. I watch you smile at me and laugh at stupid things I say and before I know it I’m smiling myself but not because of something funny but because of you. You make me happy even when I’m at my worst and I will forever care about you for that. I know we could never be more friends, I know that more than anyone and it breaks my heart because I know you like someone else but you won’t admit it. Kind of like me I guess. I just needed to get this off my chest even though I will continue to feel this way and I don’t know when I’ll stop but I hope it’s soon because it will never happen and everyone seems to know how I feel. Maybe even you. - S