I don't want to live on this planet anymore. I know there are some good people out there in the world. People who genuinely care about the wellbeing of others. People who stay true to their values even when it is difficult or inconvenient for them. People who are able to do good deeds without simulcasting them and farming it for content. I've run into a few of those people over the years, and I whole heartedly appreciate their presence in my life. But... let's say lately, I've just been inundated with barrages from sad, pathetic, and scared and emotionally stunted people. It's alot to manage by myself. I can try to understand why these people are in the state they are in. I understand while they fear self-reflection, let alone the concept of self accountability. But come on! Come the fuck on! You've been given privileges and opportunities that others and myself never had. Advantages like growing up in a healthy family environment, access higher education, being engaged by multiple communities, I'm sure there are others. And this is the best you can come up with, to just sit their and watch while people suffer and are abused. To just abandon and exile human beings that aren't fascionable to be seen helping or even worse, become and active and enthusiastic (yeah, I said it, and you did too.) participant in the abuse and exploitation of others, sometimes even those you know personally and have even looked in the eye. How do you reconcile these behaviors? How do you bury your conscience? In what world do you see these behaviors as healthy for yourself or your community? Communicating with yourself about who you are shouldn't require moral or linguistic gymnastics. You could be better than this.