Addiction can be hard on people. I've gotten work that an old coworker has been making some progress getting themselves in a healthier position. Keep up the great work. You are not your sickness. You can move the dial forward. I have an amazing amount of respect for what you are able to endure to better yourself and what you contribute to our community. There are some high-fives and handshakes waiting for you on the otherside when you get through this journey.