I've never had to praise you because of what you create. You hold this weird spot in my heart that I can't shake. Sometimes I think you'd be so easy to love, but I fear you'd be afraid of it..I can't help but feel no matter what, we always reconnect. Life can be scary and good too. I just want to type you letters on my typewriter and tell you that I think your amazing and only until recently, that damn crush is stronger and it makes me feel dumb. I just hope you don't forget that I've never been afraid. You've always just been too far for me to care more. I've held out for 18 years and survived. I I'll survive, and maybe it takes another 18...