Periodically I search the names of a few people that did me harm in the past. Probably not super healthy. A few years ago, one of my biggest bullies passed from some drug related stuff. He was dangerous when he was alive but I started to feel like he was just another victim. I guess a few weeks ago, another one passed. This one was different because I spent a lot of time looking up to him before I learned that he wasn’t really that great. He and a few others had told me they were some of my biggest supporters until I finally got back on my feet, and then they changed their minds. Looking back, I should have seen the signs that it was a group I didn’t want any part of. A different kind of bully. One who subtly molds others into his image. Empowered them to hurt others. Maybe not the violent criminal type. Just some of that old school bigot ideology stuff. Mixed feelings. This one was never a victim. Just a guy that fit in a little too well in the old world. Leading the new generation to make the old mistakes. Castle Rock mourns a former police chief. I will do my best to move forward