Between now and the Oscars, youโ€™re going to hear a lot about the best movies of the year: Alfonso Cuarรณnโ€™s Roma and the Coen brothersโ€™ The Ballad of Buster Scruggs, Ryan Cooglerโ€™s Black Panther and Ari Asterโ€™s Hereditary, Spike Leeโ€™s BlacKkKlansman and Yorgos Lanthimosโ€™ The Favourite, Bob Persichetti and Peter Ramsey and Rodney Rothmanโ€™s Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse, Chloรฉ Zhaoโ€™s The Rider, Barry Jenkinsโ€™ If Beale Street Could Talk. But when we looked back at 2018, each of the Mercuryโ€™s movie critics decided to highlight just one of our favorite movies of the yearโ€”movies that might not get as many eyes or accolades as the ones above, but movies that are still very much worth watching and rewatching. Especially as we enter January, a useless garbage month where thereโ€™s literally nothing to do except watch movies.

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Annihilation

(dir. Alex Garland, available via iTunes, Amazon, YouTube, Movie Madness)

What is this beautiful, terrifying thing called Annihilation? Is it sci-fi? Horror? Extended metaphor? Okay, fine: Metaphor for what, then? For cancer? Depression? Fuck it, maybe itโ€™s just shimmering, grotesquely gorgeous weirdness for the sake of it, since writer/director Alex Garland certainly isnโ€™t interested in making this dread-soaked daymare all that plotty. Like his previous film, Ex Machina, Annihilationโ€™s story only exists to ensnare its charactersโ€”and, once theyโ€™re trapped, to squeeze until the why of them is forced into the air. Will whatever is released explode, or will it wither? It will transform, as we all do, and thereโ€™s something simultaneously comforting and terrifying about that certainty. Those contradictory emotions are intertwined in every aspect of Annihilationโ€”on the faces of its amazing cast (Natalie Portman, Jennifer Jason Leigh, Tessa Thompson, Oscar Isaac), in the grounded otherworldliness of its visuals, and in a mesmerizing score that presses lilting stringed melodies into cramped spaces filled with blawping electric gutterances. Not many films really examine all the aspects of metamorphosis, physical and psychological, the way Annihilation does. BOBBY ROBERTS

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First Reformed

(dir. Paul Schrader, available via Amazon, iTunes, Movie Madness)

First Reformed is about a lot of things. Itโ€™s about blind faith, and inevitable bodily rot, and the unknowable mysteries of life. Itโ€™s about shame and sacrifice and the futility of martyrdom. Itโ€™s about depression and redemption. Itโ€™s about religion as big business, and about living in a capitalist country that treats business as a religion. Itโ€™s about climate change, and whether rich assholes can buy their way into salvation. Itโ€™s about Ethan Hawkeโ€™s jaw-dropping performance as a seriously damaged reverend failing to keep his shit together in the face of Christianityโ€™s hypocrisy. Itโ€™s about writer/director Paul Schraderโ€™s return from the brink of irrelevance with a searing, abyss-gazing script, gorgeously rendered in subdued blues and grays. Itโ€™s about Cedric the Entertainer being billed in the credits as Cedric Kyles, because this movie isnโ€™t fucking around. Itโ€™s about what it looks like when you pour Pepto-Bismol into whiskey: an evil, pink-brown apocalypse. Itโ€™s about the actual apocalypse. Itโ€™s about Schraderโ€™s audacious ending, which will infuriate people who donโ€™t know how to deal with ambiguity, in art or religion. Itโ€™s about more than these things. Itโ€™s grim, glorious, beautiful, and cruel. NED LANNAMANN

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Love, Simon

(dir. Greg Berlanti, available via Amazon, iTunes, Movie Madness)

I started Love, Simon on an airplane, and then became infuriated when the plane landed before I was finished. After a successful second attempt to finish it, I confirmed that I do love Love, Simon. Based on the YA novel by Becky Albertalli, itโ€™s a relatable tale of the anxieties of being a non-heterosexual person in high school and keeping a romance secret from your friends and family. As Simon (Nick Robinson) tries to solve the mystery of his anonymous crush (the two trade emails, but not names), Love, Simon examines the internal struggle of knowing youโ€™re gay but not being ready to announce it to your world, even when you have supportive friends and a family thatโ€™ll love you no matter what. (Simonโ€™s sweet but oblivious dad, played by Josh Duhamel, is โ€œan annoyingly handsome quarterback who married the hot valedictorian,โ€ played by Jennifer Garner.) Unlike some seriously depressing films about coming out, Love, Simon is a dramedy thatโ€™s actually funny, and it includes some excellent adult characters, like drama teacher Ms. Albright (Insecureโ€™s Natasha Rothwell) and Vice Principal Worth (Veepโ€™s Tony Hale). A tender, much-needed heart-to-heart between mother and son near Love, Simonโ€™s conclusion caused wetness to leak from my eyes as I shouted, โ€œGoddammit, Jennifer Garner!โ€ at my TV. But it was a good cry. JENNI MOORE

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The Sisters Brothers

(dir. Jacques Audiard, home release forthcoming)

If 2018 taught us anything, itโ€™s that nobody knows what the fuck theyโ€™re doing. But amid the deaths of climate change, the stings of tear gas, and the shadows of fascism, one way to stay sane slowly became clear: You do the best you can in an uncaring and chaotic world. You pay attention to the people that you care about the most, and you spend time and energy to make their lives better in the same way they make your life better. You keep going, even when things are awful, and even when things start to look a little bit better for just a second, and even when things get awful again. And sometimes you drink. Based on Patrick DeWittโ€™s novel, The Sisters Brothers stars John C. Reilly and Joaquin Phoenix as Eli and Charlie Sisters, who ride and swig and shoot their way across the West, bickering as they get paid to do terrible things. With each misadventure comes a reminder: This world has always been a goddamn mess, and sometimes a bear attacks your horse. Sometimes you find gold. Sometimes you get tricked. Sometimes people shoot you and sometimes you shoot people. Sometimes you meet a mad scientist. Sometimes you rediscover a place you thought youโ€™d lost, and sometimes you can share that place and that feeling with the people you care about the most. The Sisters Brothers is hilarious and surreal and acidicly sweet, and as Eli and Charlie tumble and stagger through it, they rarely know what the fuck theyโ€™re doingโ€”but in an uncaring and chaotic world, they do their best. This fine motion picture also includes a scene in which John C. Reilly pukes up hundreds of tiny baby spiders. ERIK HENRIKSEN

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Suspiria

(dir. Luca Guadagnino, now playing)

As someone who would pay money to watch Tilda Swinton do just about anything, I have to admit I was predisposed to enjoy Luca Guadagninoโ€™s Suspiria remake, wherein Swinton glides around the Markos Dance Academy with the elegance of a feather carried by some preternatural breeze. But aside from the always-magnetic Swinton, the new Suspiria won my heart for several reasons: The art deco architecture, the stylish costumes, the hypnotic choreography, and the symphonies of gore that take body horror to gorgeous and terrifying new heights. Itโ€™s nothing like Dario Argentoโ€™s 1977 original (and some of the subplots are highly questionable), but Guadagninoโ€™s Suspiria shocked me. Thatโ€™s rare. CIARA DOLAN

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You Were Never Really Here

(dir. Lynne Ramsay, available via Amazon, iTunes, Movie Madness)

In my imagination, You Were Never Really Here director Lynne Ramsay is smoking, arguing in a den with other directors and saying something in her Scottish brogue like, โ€œYou canโ€™t end a film on a slurp sound? I can end a film on a slurp sound!โ€ You Were Never Really Here is based on a short, fast-paced novel by Jonathan Ames about Joe (Joaquin Phoenix), a man with severe PTSD who wields a hammer as he hunts down pedophiles. Iโ€™m less interested in the subject matter of meting out heinous violence in exchange for heinous crimes (Iโ€™ve never been all that Hammurabi) than I am in Ramsayโ€™s visuals and the masterful unfolding of the filmโ€™s score, by Radioheadโ€™s Jonny Greenwood. Winner of Best Screenplay and Best Actor at Cannes, You Were Never Really Here received a standing ovation from the festivalโ€™s audience, and itโ€™s easy to see why. Slurp! SUZETTE SMITH

Suzette Smith is the arts & culture editor of the Portland Mercury. Go ahead and tell her about all your food, art, and culture gripes: suzette@portlandmercury.com. Follow her on Twitter, Bluesky,...

Jenni Moore is a former music editor and hip-hop columnist and current freelancer at The Portland Mercury. She also writes about comedy, cannabis, movies, TV, and her hatred of taxidermy.

Ned Lannamann is a writer and editor in Portland, Oregon. He writes about film, music, TV, books, travel, tech, food, drink, outdoors, and other things.

With honor and distinction, Erik Henriksen served as the executive editor of the Portland Mercury from 2004 to 2020. He can now be found at henriksenactual.com.

Bobby Roberts is one of the Portland Mercury's calendar editors, as well as one of its film and pop-culture critics. His past career choices included joining corporate broadcast radio just in time for...

Formerly a senior editor and the music editor at the Mercury, CK Dolan writes about music, movies, TV, the death industry, and pickles.