Who?

With all of the horrors & strife in this world, if i focused on every single one, i would explode. Like, i would explode my brain with a gun.
i try to truly care about what really moves my soul.
What is happening now is not just heart breaking, but broken. This is just broken.
i can no longer read or engage in conversation with people. The bias, misinformation, manipulation, willful ignorance & blindness, rote recitations of party lines & propaganda, have created black & white. Why can we not see the complex issues at play here? Why does no one in the west really understand the Blood that runs so deep? i am sick with western people reciting what they think they know. And i am really fucking scared of all of the media. i am done.