Being familure with Danny's music (Lackthereof, not Menomena although I love it also) this was particularly painful to read and brought tears to my eyes. I can't imagine having to live with it throughout your formative years. This is something that stays with you pretty much forever even in those who have become atheists. The human psych is extremely fragile and needs to respected. I don't know where you get the courage to be so amazingly candid but it's really touching. I sincerely hope you have found a way to reconcile your beliefs and be fulfilled here on earth. Keep making music and doing whatever it is that makes you happy in life. I just love everything you do.