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“I’m never gonna know you now, but I’m gonna love you anyhow,” Elliott Smith sings on “Waltz #2,” the first single from his ’98 album XO. The poignant lines could also describe the attitude of biographer Jamie Fisher, as she fell in love with Smith’s timeless music and then set out to get to know the singer-songwriter years after his passing. 

Fisher’s Nobody Broke Your Heart presents a comprehensive look at the life of the Portland music icon, following Smith from his early days playing at the X-Ray Cafe and Pine Street Theater in Portland through his moves to New York and Los Angeles, where he died by suicide at the age of 34. 

Several biographies have been written about Smith in the past. However, Fisher’s work reveals a willingness from her subjects to discuss Smith with new depth. “The first biography of Elliott came out on the first anniversary of his death,” Fisher told the Mercury from her home in Portland, where she’s lived for two years. “That book was completed really quickly and people were just not ready. I was talking to most people, like 20 years later, and they were barely ready.” 

Fisher, a researcher for The New York Times Magazine, reached out to members of Smith’s family and his community at large to gently ask if they would be willing to talk. The gamble paid off—Smith’s family were willing to publicly share their thoughts and memories, offering readers new insight into his childhood in Texas and the experiences that shaped him. Friends and collaborators in Portland, including his former Heatmiser bandmates, solo band members, and Jackpot! Recording Studio’s Larry Crane, shared their reflections on Smith, too.

The box spring propped up on cinder blocks where Heatmiser crashed on tour in the Midwest. It was described by JJ Gonson as “torturous.”
Credit: JJ GONSON

Nobody Broke Your Heart also draws from a remarkable archive of previously unseen material, including unheard recordings, drafted lyrics, and letters and photographs collected from friends and family. Taken together, the book crafts a well-rounded portrait of Smith, giving glimpses of who he was long before he became one of indie rock’s most revered songwriters and, eventually, a stand-in for the tortured genius trope.

While the book doesn’t shy away from addressing Smith’s battles with addiction and struggles with mental health, it also shows Smith as a man with a quick smile and good humor. “People really don’t know how silly he was. They just don’t know that about him, because they just listen to his music and think he was just nothing but a sad, sad guy,” says Fisher. “I picked out all the photos that you see in the book… and there’s just a lot of photos of him smiling and being silly.”

Elliott Smith visiting his mother’s first-­ grade class in Colorado, 1998. Credit: COURTESY OF THE WELCH FAMILY

That complicated balance between levity and the burden of genius makes Nobody Broke Your Heart feel like a worthy addition to the musician’s legacy, even though Fisher didn’t discover Smith’s music until the COVID-19 pandemic. Smith’s discography became a jumping-off point for her. “I had been listening to the unreleased music and the bootlegs. There’s a lot of his personality that you can hear both in the songs and in his stage performances—very witty, very warm, dry sense of humor, very kind—and I realized that I knew those things without knowing anything about his life,” she says. 

Fisher’s deep dive into Smith’s life and lore became a five-year-long mission, the result being her debut book. As she spoke to those closest to him, she often unearthed new facets of the songwriter’s life and personality. 

“I was just constantly surprised,” Fisher says. “Everyone who knew him had a slightly different Elliott, so every time I was able to talk to someone new, I knew I was going to get a perspective that I hadn’t heard before.” 

Fans may feel exactly the same while reading Nobody Broke Your Heart.


Nobody Broke Your Heart hits shelves Tues Aug 25. Jamie Fisher discusses the biography with Larry Crane at Powell’s City of Books, 1005 W Burnside, Tues Aug 25, 7: 30 pm, FREE, all ages mature enough to hear about substance abuse and suicide. And with Lydia Kiesling at Literary Arts, 716 SE Grand, Tues Sept 8, 6:30 pm, FREE, appropriate for all ages mature enough to hear about substance abuse and suicide. Jamie Fisher will moderate an onstage panel of musicians at Nobody Broke Your Heart: An Elliott Smith Benefit Concert at Tomorrow Theater, 3530 SE Division, Wed Dec 16, 7 pm, $30, tomorrowtheater.org, all ages. Proceeds benefit SIMS Foundation and Outside In.

If you or someone you know is thinking about suicide, you can reach Oregon’s suicide hotline by dialing 988. Lines for Life—the organization who runs the state’s hotline—also has a number of specific hotlines for community members with unique needs. Find more info at linesforlife.org.

Melissa Locker is a podcaster and journalist. You can follow her @woolyknickers, but not in real life.