At first I thought it was just an ongoing serious of coincidences, then my attention was peaked after then I heard it on that recent CNN video about UFOs.

When they said at the end of Loki episode 2, I freaked the fuck out. (Granted I was pretty stoned at the time.)

Thankfully, I was able to reach out to a friend to help calm me down and she turned out to be a fellow traveler who helped me through the first initiation.

And her heart it leapt inside her as the hand laid on her shoulder.

Let's admit a fair amount of this shit is pretty fucking intense and weird. But it's also one of the most beautiful things (is things the word?) I've ever experienced.

I'm not even sure if I believe in all of it, but I think this stuff is fun to think about, and I do appreciate the messages of love, equality, comfort and connection attached to the general vibes.

I do think some of you are treating it like a religion (or a cult) and that's gives me the heebie-jeebies, but so far I haven't run into anyone trying to use the syncs for power, control, or personal gain, so I guess we'll see how we continue to process this stuff.

I can't seem to find the off switch and I'm not sure what I would do if I found one.

honestly, I have no fucking idea what's going on anymore but man is it beautiful.

I love you. I miss you. I hope someday you'll join us.

Thank you for everything. I'm so proud of you.