Heys Fam, This is your friendly neighborhood buzzkill here, just popping in to remind you, that while "medicines" have their time and place, we may soon be entering a period where it'd be great to have as many of us as clear-headed, alert, and fully invested in reality as possible. I'm not here to tell you what you can or can't do, or even should or shouldn't do, I'm here to say we value you, and we need you, so anything you could to do help deliver yourself to the world in a ready to collaborate state, would be awesome. I'm also here to tell you I've been there before, 'shit be hard' to put it mildly, and sometimes we can manage it, sometimes we can't, [this is not a poop joke] sometimes are calculations get skewed and things go off the rails for a bit, yada yada yada, you get the gist. Also money is stupid, if you need help with a health matter, you have permission to get help, there are plenty of programs and support groups available. Try keeping a medicine log/journal just to help monitor patterns and stuff. I'll tell you, what helped me quit cigarettes was locking myself in a room for 3 days with a stack of playboys, once you get past the first 3 days it gets a lot easier. Other substances and situations may have similar or different liberation dynamics. But back to the main point, we like you, we need you here and present, we're going to do some cool shit and we'd appreciate you adding you're own little piece of flair to the project. We're here if you need us. You do you, cowboy.