Wished a friend with cancer for good health.Let a lady and daughter go ahead to order.When they found out their food was out, moms reaction was, “you gotta be kidding me.”Let another lady go first, and got a grunt.Oh, before that I said hello, and got a mumble grunt.I’m done with this lady’s first stuff.Not.A.Single.Thank.You.Leaders at my job who aren’t even my direct supervisors have all the power to say my job doesn’t require more hours.Why, because of the budget?They have no clue what I go through and do a good job.Don’t worry about respect or appreciation for me.Im ready for the world.I have all this love to give.Im open to the world.Is the world open to me?Im just done.Theres too much hurt. Theres too much distrust.I cant not hurt from this anymore.Yes, its little things.But the little things matter most.How can my eyes be open to big miracles when the little things just wont happen?Then repeatedly break my spirit and crush my morale.Whats the use in hope?Whats the use in smiling?Hope leads to disappointment.Smiles are for good funny things.There are none so there are no smiles.Do I expect less?Yeah?It’s little things, I know, more so.I’m not expecting ISIS to embrace patriotism.Im just done.You wont hear from me again.I wont be around.I dont know why I care.Dunno why I try.Done being nice.Im done.
Still Done
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“Stick a cork in me.”
we got an in quoter using “quotes” for “w” ords that were never said.
I still hope you do to make the quote come true. “!”
Glad you’re DONE.
There are people that have fought deadly diseases and won, and you sound like you’d quit life over a cold sore.
Soldier up buddy!!!
If you have no expectation of good behavior from others, you will never be disappointed. You can’t control the behavior of others, only your reaction to that behavior. Accept the world as it is, not as you wish for it to be, and you will be far happier.