For the longest time I thought there was something wrong with me. I didn't experience attraction to any of the guys I dated and had never clicked with anyone throughout school. It never felt right. One day I signed up for OKCupid, because why the hell not - I had nothing to lose and felt ready to give dating another shot. I put myself down as "bi", because I was curious, thinking I wouldn't lead anyone on if I wasn't interested. I got a few messages ranging from "do you want to be our third" to the singular "hi", until Sarah (not her real name) messaged me. We chatted for a while and decided to go on a date since we seemed to have a really good rapport online. I had never dated a woman before. I was nervous and freaking out, thinking this was a mistake and that I was going to disappoint this sweet woman with a shitty date. We met at Tea Zone and the second she walked in the door, I literally thought to myself "Oh no she's hot". We spent the rest of the evening together, walking around, talking, even wandering Powell's to see what each others tastes were. It was fantastic. When I had to leave, it started to rain. I told her she could go, that she didn't have to wait with me at the bus stop while it poured, especially since she had her own bus to catch. Neither of us had an umbrella so we were both getting soaked. But she insisted, and stood there in the rain with me until the bus arrived. I'm happy to say I finally clicked with someone. We've been together for over a year and a half.